My name is Caroline, this is my blog and it's a pleasure to meet you.

I live with my sister on the outskirts of swinging London town, in a flat we're constantly one late rent payment away from losing.

At the moment I'm a journalist in name only (check out my sexy business cards) and I'm desperately searching for my first job in journalism.

That's pretty much what this shebang is all about. Shall we see what I've been up to today then?

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The name of this site (if you're a lawyer working on behalf of Chris Morris or Charlie Brooker) is inspired by the Channel 4 show Nathan Barley. If however, you have no such affiliation to either of those parties and you have no idea of what or who Nathan Barley is, then just assume I made the name up myself. I'm a clever girl like that.
Basically, in the premise of that show, Geek Pie is a haircut. In the premise of the internet, it's the name of my website.
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
First contact

I hate open plan offices. They're just a minefield of potential social mistakes aren't they? Every place I've been to, either on work experience or for paid employment, has always had an open plan office and I've never been able to get used to it.


The biggest problem for me is when I arrive in the morning and trying to work out the imaginary boundaries . You see, when you're in an open plan office, the shear size of them means that it's impossible to say hello to everybody. Therefore, the people who work there only greet the people who site within a certain distance of them.


In September, I did some work experience at the BBC. Every person who walked in there seemed to say "howdy" to everybody based on that floor when they walked in. When I was working at Avis Customer Care (worst nine days of my sorry little life) you only had to say "hi" to the person who sat next to you. It's so strange.


The pressure with work experience is making sure you say "hello" to the right people every morning. You want to make the person who could give you lots to do knows that you're around. Also you need to make sure that anyone who might have a part in the recruitment process has your face firmly etched on their memory should any jobs come up.


This is something I'm finding very hard and have done this week. I'm not very good at selling myself to people and I don't think I'm particularly memorable either. I do the work they give me (and ask for more when I'm done), I'm nice to everybody  and I'm very good at controlling my murderous thoughts around them. But, I don't think it's enough. 


In a industry where making contacts is key if you want to get ahead, I'm not sure I'm shameless or cut throat enough to do it very well. This is only going to hold me back I'm sure and it's so frustrating. It's just not in my nature (yet) to just start shaking hands and whoring my skills to people. It makes me feel very uncomfortable and awkward.


I know it's something I'm going to have to work on if I'm going to get a job but I just don't know how to loosen up.

It's not too taxing and it's what I need:
What Will the Neighbours Say?
By Girls Aloud

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
The whiteness

Today I was given the not terribly interesting task of phoning up a lot of PR people and requesting photos from them of gadgets. That was pretty much my whole day's task.

Rather than resent this (or at least too loudly) I sat there and got on with it. Sometimes it's nice to be invited to the party, even if none of the people having all the fun let you play with them.

I decided to go for a walk at lunchtime along by Teddington Lock. Unfortunately, it started pissing it down and my hair went like Sideshow Bob's once he's doused it in extra volumising spray and had a big fright. In two words, not good.

My jeans were waterlogged up to above the knee, my trusty parka had choosen that particular lunchtime to relieve itself of its water proofing responsibilites. My Dunlop Green Flashes also got covered in 20 types of shit during my little excursion. In three words, I wasn't impressed.

When I got back I had to start on my next round of phonecalls. Then there was all the thank you e-mails I had to send out to people who had sent me thriiling pictures of USB drives their company hawks or of earphones that work by being inserted up your nose. 

To be honest, when it was time to go home, I was glad to leave.    

Feeling a bit like:
I Just Don't Know What to Do With Myself
By The White Stripes

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Monday, March 27, 2006
Work and Stuff

This morning, my trainers were banished to the back of my cupboard, my black trousers were hastily ironed in an ill fated attempt to look professional and I even straightened my hair. Why? Because I was going to work!

Three weeks after graduating from my course, I finally got the chance today to flex my journalistic muscle. I'm doing work experience at a magazine called Stuff. It's about gadgets, it has lots of scantily clad ladies in it and -- if I wear clothes with big enough pockets-- there is a chance I'll be able to nick some stuff. One way of making a lasting impression I suppose. Have the magazine you're working for prosecute you.

I was a bit concerned before I got there that the office might be a bit like Trashbat HQ or the offices of SugarApe. Lots of people twatting about, not doing much work and finding themselves hilarious. Thankfully, everyone was very nice and the only person really twatting about was me. Everytime something remotely cool got passed round the room everyone looked quite nonplussed. Meanwhile, I sat there and quietly soaking myself in excitement.

There were robots, about a hundred different types of MP3 player (bit boring to be honest) and a DAB radio that someone has made to look like a toaster. Not really sure what the point of the last one was. All I can assume is that it will help all those people who have ever got into a bit of a bind after being found trying to shove slices of Kingsmill into their stereos. Least now they can pretend it was an honest mistake.

It can toast four slices at a time and pick up Radio 3. Excellent.

There were a few quirkier items I was quite taken with as well. A self stirring tea cup that makes the humble teaspoon obsolete and a set of vinyl free decks that work using MP3 files but still allow you to make authentic scratching noises. I'm sure you can also mix and do other things with them too but scratching was quite enough for me.

It was really good first day. I got to write lots and it felt really good. There is a certain amount of tech savviness involved, but thankfully they like it to be dressed up with a droll and dry sense of humour. Although a joke I made about some headphones that block out background noise when you listen to music on your iPod and road traffic accidents sadly never made it even as far as the subs bench.

Oh well.

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Saturday, March 25, 2006
Word to your Momma!

It's Mother's Day tomorrow. I've not bought mine a card or a present yet which means that I've no choice but to go shopping in town. Unlike other "special calendar days" I can't really get away with not participating in this one. Even if you get your Mum a crap card and a bar of chocolate she'll know you love her, but you're rubbish at expressing it. Buy her nothing at all and she'll assumer you hate her. Your family will dissolve around you and you will find yourself cast out, stigmatised forever as a Mummy hater. Now no one wants that. 

But after surveying the stuff the record companies, card shops and supermarkets are hawking as gift suggestions for Mum's, I think I'd rather run the risk of stigmatisation.

First up, there are all the shoddily put together compilation albums full of tunes that Mum's will love and with titles like "Hummers for your Mummas". Then there's the release of albums by all the X-Factor also rans to look forward to. It's frightening how much of this shit is sold in the run up to Mother's Day.

For the years of hard work that your Mum has put into raising you, trying her best to make sure you don't turn out to be an ASBO magnet and instil into you a comprehension of what is right and wrong, you repay her with a Shayne Ward album.

If I was a Mum, that would be where our relationship ended. You'd be out on your ear faster than you can say, "Check out his cover of Wind Beneath My Wing, Mum." It's such a lazy buy and I don't care if you say that's what your Mum wants, your Mum is wrong.

Yesterday, while I was marauding round the aisles of Tesco's, I spotted a joint of beef with a sticker saying "The Perfect Gift for Mother's Day!" plastered to it. I was gob smacked. Why would you even consider that as present? "Here Mum. I love you so much I bought you a piece of animal carcass, just to show you how much I care!" I know it probably meant in a context of like a Sunday lunch or something but surely they should have been qualified that on the packaging. I'm a literal being with a tiny mind. I need things spelled out to me!

This is just a rant about consumer laziness. I'm going to have to deal with these feelings and move on. Otherwise when I hit town today I'm probably going to end up hitting a few people as well. 

You are the wind beneath my wings!

I still don't know what to get my Mum. If you check back here tomorrow and you read that I've been handed a police caution for assaulting a shopper with a copy of the G4 Mother's Day EP in their hands. Or that my typing is repeatedly interrupted as I try to rush wrap a copy of "Magical Musical Moments for Mum's!" you'll know something has gone a bit wrong. 

P.S- Remember, Mum's are heroes and they demand our respect!

"Mama I loooooove you!":
Mama/Who Do You Think You Are [UK CD2]
By Spice Girls

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Friday, March 24, 2006
Weekly shops and Toilet Rolls

There's one thing I've still yet to get the hang off since we moved into the flat and that's the weekly shop. Everything else I seem to have taken to quite easily—although there have been one or two notable exceptions—and with minimal amounts of drama.


We have a stringent weekly budget and with me being a journalist and Breezy an aspiring thespian (it's a lifestyle choice) a fair whack of it's spent on alcohol. Of course, we do buy responsibly. We'd never forgo food in the name of a good time, or at least we try not to.


My biggest bugbear at the moment is toilet roll. No matter how much of the stuff I buy every Wednesday evening one of us will have to run to the 24-hour garage to buy more. This is to save the other from having the starring role in an anecdote that would probably end up being told at Christmas dinner and putting the family off their food.


Since we've been here I don't think we've ever made it through a week with out having to buy more. One week, I bought 24 in a BOGOF deal. "That'll be ample!" I thought smugly. But no, that weekend we ended up having a bit of an impromptu house party. Anyone would have thought we'd invited the Andrex puppy the amount of the stuff we went through. Consequently, the following Wednesday I found myself hot footing it across the forecourt to pick up a four pack of double quilted goodness in order to save Breezy from a fate worse than death. Skid marks.


I've written my list but I don't want to go. I hate supermarkets on a Friday. People stock up like it's the end of the world. Old people, kids, parents and the insane are everywhere. Now I know what you're thinking, "Why not go on another day?" Well the answer to that is quite simple. Because everyone buys all the stuff I might want, it's not there when I want it. Therefore, I can concentrate on buying the stuff I actually need. It's a bit of an odd system but it must work because we're never go over budget.



The strip lighting. The shiny floors. Things piled above head level. I'm having palpatations already


The shear volume of people jockeying for space in the aisles means that everybody adopts a walking style that I've christened "The Supermarket Shuffle". No one ever reaches walking speed and you seem to walk in a line the front of your trolley following the arse of the person in front. You have to subscribe to this or you'll end up jamming your trolley into the ankles of the person in front, a massive supermarket social faux pais.


I've wasted enough time writing this, I should just face the masses and go. We need toilet rolls.

Currently listening to:
Different Class
By Pulp

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Thursday, March 23, 2006
The youth of the today.

Kids today, eh? They're all: "Fuck you!" and "I'll smash your stupid brain's in!" aren't they? Thoughtful beings and so articulate with it as well. A credit to their parents and no mistake.

Sharing their company on the bus in the morning, I feel grateful to be able to share time with such enlightened and witty people. Never once have I sat and wished death and injury to any of them. Neither have I sat and preyed that the double door they were huddled around would open up and suck them out into the path of the oncoming traffic. No, no, no. Oh, who am I kidding? Looking at them and they way they behave, is the best contraception for the eyes since they stopped showing Supernanny on Channel 4.   

I know I'm being hypocritical, because most of the time I swear like a sailor with Tourette's. When I was younger, I used to devise and employ quite some ingenious methods to ensure that I could turn the air blue whenever I liked. 

My favourite was when I spread the rumour round my family that you couldn't be told off for swearing by Mum or Dad, provided that you sang the swear words. For instance, saying fuck, shit or bugger was permissible, provided that it had a jaunty accompaniment. Even more so if you could think of a way of shoehorning in a dance routine.  

Of course, I still got my arse tanned by my Dad on numerous occasions for being rude. But, like lots of things, if you repeat them enough they become fact and everyone believes it. Eventually over time, if you could prove you sang when you insulted someone, you were exempt from punishment.

Subtlety is a word, along with many others, missing from the Chav vocabulary.

As if:
Crossroads, Pt. 1
By Blazin' Squad

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Comatosing on the couch

The flat stinks of illness because of Breezy. It's covered in snotty tissues, half drunk mugs of Lemsip and, I swear, the duvet she's wrapped round her is growing longer. It used to contain itself nicely on the sofa, but now it's extending its cotton tentacles as far as the coffee (general dump any old shit on it) table.

If this were a bad B-movie, it would be perfectly logical to assume that the reason she's only improved slightly over the past week is because her duvet is sucking the life out of her. It using her life force to grow stronger so that it can get the energy it needs to begin some kind of world domination. But as this is real life, that's quite unlikely.

This is what I'm reduced to thinking about. Since she needs a constant bed maid to wipe up any lung butter she projectiles out every time she coughs and someone to make sure she's always got the Sky Box tuned into ABC1, I've been banned from leaving her at home on her own. No one is actually enforcing this, but every time I've tried to go out, conscience has called me back.  


Daytime viewing for the ill, the unemployed and anyone who had their sense of humour surgically removed and then minced at birth

My mind is turning to mush with all the American sitcoms I've ended up watching and the boredom is making me shout at the TV every time another stupid advert comes on advertising a loan company or one offering accident compensation.

There is one in particular I'm taking exception to at the moment and that's the Accident Lawyers 4U one. It's the one where this bloke is being made to take a lie detector to prove that the company he works for is reputable. There is this really angry lady in it, who is conducting the testing, and starts shouting and demanding to know, "WILL I GET 100% OF THE COMPENSATION?" from the guy who is hooked up.

Watching it, you kind of start to understand why she wants to know so much. If I saw her on a ladder, walking through a reception where someone had spilt water or operating some electrical equipment I knew had not been properly tested in over 20 years, I'd be very inclined to push her over or make sure at least 500 volts get pumped through her body. 

She'll definitely need the money after that.


Essential viewing for anyone who's had, or considering, a lobotomy:
Married with Children - The Complete First Season
Staring Christina Applegate

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Monday, March 20, 2006
Monday, monday

What a shit day. It's cold, it's cloudy and I had a funeral to go to. Not the best way to start the week, eh?

It was friend of my Mum and Dad's and he'd been very poorly for a quite a long time. I knew the guy and I remember him coming round to see us a lot when I was little, but I'd probably not seen him in about seven or eight years. I knew it was going to be a sad day for my parents, but I’d underestimated completely how sad it was going to be for me and my older brother and sister, who went along too.

Subconsciously, I think it's because when you hear someone paying homage at a funeral and saying what a great person their Mum or Dad was, you can't help but think about how you'd feel if you were in their shoes and it's so depressing. It's selfish, but at the same time it helps you to empathise with them, even if you can't truly say you know how they're feeling.

Seeing the guy's son talking today was very emotional and evocative. It bought back loads of memories for me from when I was tiny. Stuff like, the little pranks and jokes this guy used to play on me and my brothers and sisters. Things like, making you look away when you were eating your sandwiches and then when you looked back and he'd pretended to have eaten them all. Stupid things, but history.

Also, hearing stories about him and his wife and how they got together. Funny stories about their married life together, holidays, things about their kids and, you know, all the times they'd spent together. It was amazing to listen to and they were married over 50 years. They'd had quite a life together. 

If I got to experience a smidgen of some of the things they had together I'd consider myself very lucky indeed.

I don't really know what else to say. He was a great guy and I'd completely forgotten that until today.

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Sunday, March 19, 2006
Still got work to do on my bedside manner

My sister (Breezy), flatmate and creator of any bad smells that waft around Geek Pie towers is ill. Unfortunately, as the only other person who lives here and because we're like related and shit the duty of care has fallen to me. I am her primary care giver. The role carries with it a number of key tasks and responsibilities. You must keep the patient comfortable, cared for and cater to their every whim. Over the past 24 hours alone, I think it's fair to say that I've done none of these things, but that's not through lack of trying.  

She asked me to take her to the chemist this morning to pick up her prescription. I took her but, well I'm not a terribly good driver and when I get behind the wheel I kind of adopt a rally driver type mentality. This morning was no exception and as a result I ended up spending the rest of Sunday morning cleaning puke from the front passenger foot well of my car. I took a corner a bit too....erm...sort of wide and my driving is always pretty quick (the less time your on the road, the less chance there is you'll have an accident I figure) and it made her stomach flip and throw.

Also, she's had a temperature and she keeps hallucinating. She was wandering around the kitchen opening the cupboard doors when I got up this morning saying someone was ringing the doorbell. She was looking for whoever was there amongst the pots and pans. Instead of putting her mind at ease, I pissed myself laughing. The other thing to note is that we don't actually have a doorbell. We never have.

We're spendthrifts at the flat and rely on a mixture of Lidl and handouts from others to keep us in bread and water. So the appearance of bottles of Ribena in the flat has been amazing. I didn't realise that my Mum had left these for Breezy. Consequently, I've been knocking them back with giddy abandon that and the bottles of Calpol she bought for her as well. Calpol was a favourite of mine when I was little and no doubt my Mum's too. Drink enough of the stuff and you're out like a light, and if you knew me as a child you will understand why this was a very good thing.

Sweet, sweet pinky mediciney goodness....hmmm....Calpol

Now, I've got to make it up to her. I'm going to be the best nursemaid ever from now on. I have to be, I seriously let her down. But now it's all change. From now on, I'm mopping brows, making all the soup and porridge she can eat and I'm going to stop wasting her Tixylix. I found out if I drank that I can sing all the high bits in Bohemian Rhapsody nearly in tune.    

I'll also stop tampering with her Vicks Vapour Rub. I just like the way it feels against my skin you see.

It's going to be hard but I'm going to do better. I've got a costume I can wear to stop me losing sight of what I'm trying to achieve.

Nurse Caroline reporting for duty.

Slapping bass to:
Blood Sugar Sex Magik
By Red Hot Chili Peppers

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Saturday, March 18, 2006
Paddy's and loonies

I've got a stinker of a hangover today. My mate from university (Kush) came to visit me and we spent the day sampling the delights of pretty much every pub between Uxbridge and Islington.

As it was St. Patrick's Day, I tried to pretend I liked Guinness, but it's horrible stuff and anyone who disagrees with me is a liar and probably a felon. It was a pretty random day and it has to be the first time since I was student that I've been in the pub at 3pm and left at 3am.

We wore stupid hats, annoyed people coming home from work on the Underground with our stoopid drunken mutterings and managed to piece together the entire contents of B*Witched's (apologies for the terrible grammar there) back catalogue. I chatted to loads of randoms, sang lots and made a complete nuisance of myself, but it was ace.


If your best mate was dressed as a smurf, you'd try to avoid looking at him too.

Now I'm trying to drive out the pain in my head with a bit of post-apocalyptic sounding Russian pop courtesy of Tatu. They are, of course, ridiculous, but I love them and their loony videos.

I've been slumped in front of MTV Hits most of the day. The cider, red wine, vodka and Jack Daniels I marinated my poor brain cells in yesterday has left my attention span only capable of handling 3 minute music videos. Loony videos seem to be all the rage at the moment. Kelly Clarkson's crawling through a mud swamp in a wedding dress, Alison Goldfrapp is indulging in a bit of xenotransplantation (knew my medical biochemistry would come in handy one day) with a poodle and someone is still letting Westlife make music and videos too.

The world's gone crazy and I'm loving every minute.

This video is loony too:
All the Things She Said
By T.A.T.U.

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